I’ve been in love for many times before. But there’s one that just really stood out to me. It’s like you love him for so long, he messes up, you move on, then that guy messes up, and all of sudden, out the blue, god puts your first love back in your life. Thinking that this time could be it. After talking to him for a day or two, I realized that he hasn’t changed, and I just couldn’t’ go back to the old days. There’s a song out by Frankee J called, “Don’t Wanna Try,” and that songs means a lot to me. He talks about how he’s been with a girl that he loved for so long, and all of sudden things aren’t right anymore, so he just saying that he doesn’t want to try to be in a relationship with her anymore. So that’s how I feel, that I just don’t want to try no more, because I know how everything is going to be.
It all started in the summer 2004. I was at the pool with my friend. I was having me a good time, and I noticed that there was this guy who kept eyeing me, and flirting with me. Never would I’ve known, he would be my first love.
He meant the world to me; I loved him more than life itself. We were dating for a year, but it felt like a lifetime. The beginning of the relationship was wonderful, I just knew it wasn’t going to ever end. So as the relationship started good. It also started getting worse. He began to lie, cheat and everything else he could possibly do. I had enough, and I let him go for another guy.
After three years of being lied to, cheated on, and so on, with the new guy, we decided that we just couldn’t try no more either, so I dedicated the song, “Don’t Wanna Try,” for that relationship also.
“Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try no more. You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door. Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try cause all we do is fight and say the things that hurt you bad to where we both begin to cry. Don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try I bout just had enough. It’s been a rough road baby just let it go. Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try, Don’t wanna try no more. Tell me what‘s the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love.” This song really has made a difference in my life. I’m so happy this song exists, because without it, I would’ve been lost.
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I wish there wasn't such a thing as heartbreak, but unfortunately it out there and it happens all the time. Some guys just choose to walk all over the ones that care about them the most. At least you got out of a bad relationship and were able to move on. It's good that a song made you feel better. A song never made me feel better whenever someone broke my heart. Hope everything in the love department goes ok for you in the future.
ReplyDeleteGreat song to relate too. It's nice to know that you actually listened to the lyrics and understood what he was saying. Not all memories are good ones when you look back but I'm sure it taught you something about relationships and what you don't want to go back to.
ReplyDeleteI read this blog and it made think about some of my own relationships, then I listen to the song by Frankie J, you are right that song sums ups alot. I am going to have to put that song on my Ipod. Great song. Nevertheless you keep your head up and the right one will find you. Just use the lesson you have learned from these pass two relationships and pay attention in your next.
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